Today has been extremely rough
First I had to take a final. Then right after my final I found out that an old friend of mine has died. I was able to go all day being “fine.” No emotion no nothing. I held my composure when I talked to my mom and everything. Just recently I was on the phone talking about the death with a close friend in the Marines and I find out there is a possibility that he might be deployed soon. Thats when it hit me. Five minutes later my friend comes in my room and asked “how are you holding up” and thats when I completely break down. But I needed that. As my mom says, “have your cry and make it a good one. Then get back up and brush it off.” Goodnight.